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I fall apart, I breathe you in, battle scars sinking in
Hold my hand our palms sweat
there's rats in the wall roaches in the carpet
and I love you for all of it
Do you remember that time?
When we kissed for the first time like it was the last time
Do you remember that night?
When I closed my eyes and I missed you (cuz I was) dreaming
I fall apart, I breathe you in, battle scars sinking in
Hold my hand our palms sweat
there's rats in the wall roaches in the carpet
and I agreed to all of it
I love you for all of it
Do you remember that time?
When we kissed for the first time like it was the last time
Do you remember that night?
When I closed my eyes and I missed you (cuz I was) dreaming
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Violence (interlude)
02:52
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All your disdain painted across me
It glows gold red and green and I can finally go to sleep
Watch your darkness peering across me
It's so cold in this place but I finally get erased
I could scream so loud to the sounds of your silence
SCREAMING LET ME OUT TO THE SOUNDS OF YOUR VIOLENCE
lay me down
where I finally feel at peace no more shadows follow me
won't you lay me down
where I finally feel at home no more shadows of my own
(Writing on my phone as I play)
Feel my stomach beckoning me to forget all this pain but does it ever go away
you're the ache in my chest
you're the screaming in my head that im better off dead
I could scream so loud to the sounds of your silence
screaming LET ME OUT TO THE SOUNDS OF YOUR VIOLENCE
lay me down
where I finally feel at peace no more shadows follow me
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Jesus Fuck (ing christ)
04:17
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I'm so lonely sick and tired
I stick my heart inside barbed wire
I wear it well
I wear it well
JESUS FUCK I WEAR THAT
and the misery that follows me it suffocates me I can't breath I wear it well
I wear it well
Pushing everyone away from me
I can't fall in love and watch you leave
manifest my deepest fears I leave behind me broken mirrors
is this as good as it gets
I ONLY WANTED A BEST FRIEND
bet you think that I need help
I fix my problems on top shelf
getting drunk to ease my pain until im shooting dope again
what's it like to be loved?
I never learned so I'm just fucked.
I know you deserve much better (FUCK YOU)
I don't think you'll wait forever (FUCK YOU)
I can promise you forever (FUCK YOU)
Please just wait till I get better (FUCK YOU)
JESUS FUCK I WEAR THAT
I'm so lonely sick and tired
I stick my heart inside bared wire
I wear that well I wear that well
JESUS FUCK I WEAR THAT
and that misery that follows me it suffocates me
I can't breathe
I wear that well I wear that well
Smile ironically until I think I feel happy
WHATS IT LIKE TO BE LOVED?
I NEVER LEARNED SO IM JUST FUCKED
I know you deserve much better (FUCK YOU)
I don't think you'll wait forever (FUCK YOU)
I can promise you forever (FUCK YOU)
Please just help me get better (FUCK YOU)
JESUS FUCK I WEAR THAT
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I guess I'm fine and I'll respect your distance
It's supposed to be my fault but fuck it it isn't
apologize for things I didn't even do wrong
I'll take the blame if you're ok
until you wanna talk
WHY DO YOU HATE ME NOW
I wish I could make it better somehow
WHY DO YOU HATE ME NOW
I wish I could make it better somehow
Are you hungry?
Do you wanna sleep?
Do you want me to suck your dick?
Did you eat?
I still love you
I know you hate me
You say you "love me"
Marry me...
WHY DO YOU HATE ME NOW
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Make Up (Interlude)
00:18
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*ouch*
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War Inside My Mind
02:39
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Picking at my skin
Diggin in my wrist
battle with my head all day
I wanna get high I wanna get drunk
I wish you'd see it my way
laying in my bed
I'd rather be dead
but it's just an escape
laying on your chest
pretending it's perfect
I wanna die this way
War inside my mind
sometimes I wanna die
War inside my mind
sometimes I wanna die
don't wanna open up
(...)
so I keep it inside
permanent scar on my heart
so I keep it inside
its just you
I wish you knew
what youve done to me
(...)
hold me until I'm gone
WAR INSIDE MY MIND
SOMETIMES I WANNA DIE
help me please
SOMETIMES I WANNA DIE
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Overwhelming anger
I wanna spit in your face
Don't give a fuck now
never gave a fuck anyways
information overload
don't wanna feel this way
ID LIKE TO ERASE YOU AND EVERYTHING YOU SAY
impatient resentful
you just complicate
im out of compassion
in a moment of rage
WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU
TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO
I DONT WANNA HEAR IT
I DONT WANNA HEAR IT
WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU
TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO
I DONT WANNA HEAR IT
I DONT WANNA HEAR IT FROM YOU
whats it to you anyways
just tell the truth
TAKE OFF YOUR MASK FRIEND
SHOW THE REAL YOU
THE GOSSIP THE RUMORS
DAMNNNN MUST FEEL GOOD TO BE A LIVING SACK OF SHIT
I WANNA BE JUST LIKE YOU **eyeroll to oblivion**
WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU
TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO
I DONT WANNA HEAR IT
I DONT WANNA HEAR IT
WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU
TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO
I DONT WANNA HEAR IT
I DONT WANNA HEAR IT FROM YOU
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are you fucking with my head?
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The Perfect Ladder
04:07
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On a perfect night,
at the perfect time
I gave everything away.
In the perfect dress,
perfect makeup less
I made a big mistake..
Jumped from the perfect ladder
felt no different after
but I couldn't take it back.
I thought of you,
you make me feel all right
The way you always smile and look in my eyes like I'm beautiful
You make me wanna try
something better than suicide.
From the perfect rope
until I choke
I threw myself away.
With my perfect pain
I still felt the same
I made a big mistake
Jumped from the perfect ladder
felt no different after
but I couldn't take it back.
I thought of you,
you make me feel all right
The way you always smile and look in my eyes like I'm beautiful
You make me wanna try
something better than suicide.
On a perfect day
with your perfect smile
for just another day
in a perfect way
the perfect words to say
forever and always
Jumped from the perfect ladder
felt no different after
I made a big mistake...
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Rot (Outro)
01:05
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Eve Minor New York, New York
A sonic alchemist hailing from NYC and flourishing in the vibrant scene of LA, seamlessly merging her urban roots with the eclectic influences of the West Coast. Drawing inspiration from jazz,R&B, and soul,her music transcends genres, evading easy categorization.Delving deep into the human experience, her lyrics fearlessly explore themes of love, loss, resilience, and empowerment with raw honesty. ... more
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